January 2009
13 posts
Going down town is disgusting.
Driving there sucks.
The people are way too intense.
Cops make you feel guilty at every street corner.
A homeless guy takes your dollar and straight up TELLS you that he’s going to go buy a beer.
Boys sit on curbs outside of clubs swaying back and forth and then they throw up all over themselves and the street. The vomit then follows the downhill slope...
Bloody Butt Holes?
I just watched, “1 man, 1 cup,” by myself, in my room. And I watched the entire thing. I yelled and teared up but I made myself finish watching it just so that when it was over, I could sit here and type this. Also, so that I can continue bragging about how brave and cool I am about porn and intensely graphic images and videos.
So now I can move on with my brave, masochistic life.
Documentary
wildephotog:
My sister and I were talking about a documentary we watched on Discovery Health the other day. It was about how biology affects human sexuality and how strong the need to reproduce is in humans. The documentary basically said that women want one man to meet all their needs, but men want all women to meet their one need.
After watching it I realized that this way of looking at...
I am almost always happy. But I feel like it would take me less than a second to hand off some of my happiness to see someone else the same way.
So when I say that I don’t always feel deserving of all of the great, wonderful, loving, full things in my life…I think that is what I am trying to say.
And this in turn is what makes me such an obsessive people pleaser. If I can’t...
GOD that was a good New Years Eve.
At midnight, a child was asleep in my lap and I felt so calm and warm and surrounded. I think feeling surrounded is one of my favorite feelings in the world. I started to feel really excited and anxious at 11:53 or so and then desperate to say things for the last time in 2008. Then the time changed and the warmth and celebration just kept growing. I made phone...